dilemma

I've been having this dilemma of whether I should be sad or happy?

Sad...

1. cause i'm suffering with a sickness that i'm not even sure of..i've consulted 3 doctors and they gave me different diagnosis...but i assure you that it's not in the level of the current flu virus.. :)
2. cause i'm sick..and it's weekend! i want to go out with my friends/cousins/family!
3. cause i'm thinking of my tasks at work..and thinking of rushing/cramming when i get back...
4. cause my birthday's coming..and i don't want to be sick on my birthday :(

Happy...

1. cause i get to rest!!!
2. cause it's raining...and when it's raining..if i'm not sick..i'm probably not in the mood to go out..
3. cause i get to escape from my toxic work even if it's just for a few days..well..most of my friends think that way..

I guess..there are more reasons for me to be sad...?

being optimistic

"seeing the good things in a difficult situation...that is being optimistic..."
- quote from a sermon

Focus

focus! focus! focus!

or you'll never finish a single task in your "to do" list...

It's been a year

It was around this time (one year ago) that I'm really excited to spend my loooong vacation..! I'm really glad na nakapag-vacation ako bago mag-work.

I thought I could do it again this year..pero dahil sa work..hindi pwede..

I miss last year...

( This is on my top ten "disadvantages of working" list =p )

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong would turn out so lovely?

"Again" by Natasha Bedingfield

Hands over my head, thinking "What else could go wrong?"
Would've stayed in bed, how can the day be so long?
Never believed that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, removed all my doubts,

So believe, that for you I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again, for you

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
But little did I know, when I caught the next train
There you were to sweep me away
Guess that's what I waited for

Oh, who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Would turn out so lovely?
I'm so glad I found you
Even though the day went so wrong
I wouldn't change a thing

Oh I'd do it, I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again (I'd do it all over again)
I'd do it all over, I'd do it all over
I'd do it all over, for you, for you
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Would turn out so lovely?
Who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Could turn out so lovely?

A blessed surprise

This has been a toxic week! Feeling ko nga pwede nang ma-spell yung word na "STRESS" sa mukha ko. I've been praying so hard na sana matapos ko na lahat ng tasks ko.

Kanina lang..akala ko hopeless na. Pero I was relieved kasi natapos na yung ilang tasks ko. Nabawasan na yung mga worries ko. I'm really really thankful sa mga tumulong sakin and to Him (from up there:) ) for helping me get through this. At least, medyo makakapag-relax ako this long weekend.

It was indeed a blessed surprise.. :)

There's always a first...!

Yup! It's my first time to blog.. :)

I just want to try something new and see if this would work for me.. :)