dilemma

I've been having this dilemma of whether I should be sad or happy?

Sad...

1. cause i'm suffering with a sickness that i'm not even sure of..i've consulted 3 doctors and they gave me different diagnosis...but i assure you that it's not in the level of the current flu virus.. :)
2. cause i'm sick..and it's weekend! i want to go out with my friends/cousins/family!
3. cause i'm thinking of my tasks at work..and thinking of rushing/cramming when i get back...
4. cause my birthday's coming..and i don't want to be sick on my birthday :(

Happy...

1. cause i get to rest!!!
2. cause it's raining...and when it's raining..if i'm not sick..i'm probably not in the mood to go out..
3. cause i get to escape from my toxic work even if it's just for a few days..well..most of my friends think that way..

I guess..there are more reasons for me to be sad...?

being optimistic

"seeing the good things in a difficult situation...that is being optimistic..."
- quote from a sermon

Focus

focus! focus! focus!

or you'll never finish a single task in your "to do" list...